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last night


Ben and I had awesome sex last night. Nothing compares to the intense, intimate comfort of having him inside me and feeling his weight on top of me.... being in a perfectly protected and loved place. I only wish I could have it more often... but I will eventually heal.

feelings: pleased
sounds: Sinead O'Connor: "Nothing Compares to You"

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scourge ══╣stiletto╠══
but I will eventually heal.

That is a VERY positive statment / frame of mind, and just using it does you more good than you are likely to realize. I wish there were some quick fix for such things as that.....but alas, they aren't. That is one case in which " Rome was burned in a day " and can't be rebuilt as quickly. That is one act that mankind (or perhaps i should say man-unkind) has foisted on his brothers / sisters that really never should have been. It pains me to think of it, everytime its mentioned. It makes me sad for all of us, the vicitms as well as the attackers. I'd like to think that we, collectively are better than that.....but while i'd like to think it....i have no illusions about the truth.

I am very sorry for what happened to you, and at the same time, It makes me proud to know you (virtually) and that you WILL recover from this. God sent Ben to you, he's all part of your recovery.
belenen ══╣gentle╠══
Thank you for that... and I agree, "Life and death are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat of its fruit." So if you speak good, good comes to you, and vice versa.

Do you know you feel kinda like a big brother to me? I really appreciate the sincerity I feel in your comments.
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belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
;-)
anar_anar ══╣╠══
Indeed, you will.
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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.