July 2017
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in which I freak out about my breasts


WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!??!?!?!?!?!?!?

I got undressed last night and realized that my breasts have RADICALLY changed in a 24-hour span of time! And it made me so upset that I cried... because I liked them the way they were and I'm worried that they'll stay this way or that I'm pregnant. It could be that, I don't want it to be but it could...

See, my breasts have always been extremely full, so that they didn't squeeze very much -- now they're either longer or thinner (ew and EW!) and I can squish them and when I lean forward they don't touch in the middle and it is VERY upsetting to me. Also, they seem to be leaning down a bit more on the bottom curve, and the fact that they didn't do that was one of my favorite things about them. (I have this theory that girls feel about their breasts the way guys feel about their penis; it's kinda a identity thing. And that theory is at least true of me...)

Then I woke up this morning and they're NOT back to normal and it's starting to depress me. I have lost a little weight due to working my heinie off instead of sitting around all day, but I haven't lost that much, so I don't think that's it... If it is, I am willing to have a thicker waist to get my breasts back.

I'm going to go try not to think about it, 'cause I'll cry. DAMMIT!
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