February 2018
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in which I freak out about my breasts


WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!??!?!?!?!?!?!?

I got undressed last night and realized that my breasts have RADICALLY changed in a 24-hour span of time! And it made me so upset that I cried... because I liked them the way they were and I'm worried that they'll stay this way or that I'm pregnant. It could be that, I don't want it to be but it could...

See, my breasts have always been extremely full, so that they didn't squeeze very much -- now they're either longer or thinner (ew and EW!) and I can squish them and when I lean forward they don't touch in the middle and it is VERY upsetting to me. Also, they seem to be leaning down a bit more on the bottom curve, and the fact that they didn't do that was one of my favorite things about them. (I have this theory that girls feel about their breasts the way guys feel about their penis; it's kinda a identity thing. And that theory is at least true of me...)

Then I woke up this morning and they're NOT back to normal and it's starting to depress me. I have lost a little weight due to working my heinie off instead of sitting around all day, but I haven't lost that much, so I don't think that's it... If it is, I am willing to have a thicker waist to get my breasts back.

I'm going to go try not to think about it, 'cause I'll cry. DAMMIT!

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Comments
aubkabob ══╣╠══
awww *comforts*

my breasts used to be my shining joy, too, then i put on weight and got older ;) i can't even IMAGINE what the difference would have been, had i had kids, also.

during the years of my depression, i put on about 70 lbs, going from a b cup to a d cup.

hopefully it's just a temporary thing, hun. i notice that as i've gotten older (though i can't remember when it started), that even sometimes during my period, or even during ovulation, my breasts act odd... hopefully, it's just something like that.

*hugs*
ravensfeather ══╣╠══
AH! You have a SIR unit as your icon!
i <3 invader zim... especially GIR! *hugs you!*

Umm... *wanders off belenen's comment page*..
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nicker ══╣╠══
It really sounds weight/body fat related. I'm older than you but my breasts do that if my exercise routine fluctuates, and yes, they are much prettier plump. I hope you find a resolution you are happy with.


ex_alariya46 ══╣╠══
*huggles*
moody_godess ══╣╠══
sweetie, dont freak out. it is definately b/c of weight loss. i promise. even losing 5 lbs can make a difference in your chest. so once the stress dies down, and you get your eating habbits back, they will go back to norm. i swear :)

and i agree, breasts are to women what the penis is to a man.

so calm down and eat. :)

xo
aubkabob ══╣╠══
agreed. when i started working out, although i've always carried all my *ahem* insulation on my thighs, i lost WAY more in the chest area than i did in my thighs.
belenen ══╣╠══
dezeray ══╣╠══
I can somewhat relate.. but not exactly. Lately mine have.. shrunk.. because i was sick witht he flue and all that fun stuff and lost weight. BAH!! Ive never been paticularly big so for this to happen it almsot depresses me. :-/
eternitywaiting ══╣╠══
It's probably weight related. Are you having/did you just finish/are you goning to be starting your period? If so, it might be that your body's reacting to having a period since losing weight by affecting your breasts differently.
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
hmmm... my period ended a week ago, and now I'm ovulating. Maybe that's it.
jedibubbles ══╣╠══
._0 Jebus, hon. It's not that big of a deal, is it? I mean, my breasts are completely unaesthetic, absolutely no shape at all, and I frankly don't much care...
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
that seems rather harsh, considering that I mentioned that I cried about it.

The fact that it isn't important to you doesn't mean that it can't be important to me.
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belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
thank you, that made me feel better. ;-)
mabels ══╣╠══
Um...um...I dont know what to say...maybe you slept on them funny. If you were pregnant they wouldnt get longer and thinner...they would get fuller and rounder (i think).

darkpool ══╣╠══
Awww, *hugs* I can understand, that would freak me out to. I agree with everyone else it's probbly just the weight loss, have a few more milk shakes and add peanut butter to things you eat.
belenen ══╣giggling╠══
hee hee, don't gotta tell me twice on the eating peanut butter! I looooove peanut butter!
misemifein2 ══╣╠══
If you've lost weight then it will be that. I think they are the probably the first things to start losing fat (pretty sure I learnt that somewhere). Main reason I want to gain weight is to gain weight there, they seem pretty sensitive to changes in fat levels.

Yet another reason work is bad. They'll get back to normal :)
belenen ══╣giggling╠══
ok good. I'm just going to keep on eating those butterfinger crisp bars. ;-)
crinklenose ══╣╠══
What the heck?
*sniffles* Mine were never that good! They just started out like yours have gotten, and no one can tell me how to fix them!
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
Re: What the heck?
All breasts are beautiful... if mine had started out this way I'd love 'em this way, but I had gotten all wrapped up in them being the other way.

Anyway, there's nothing wrong with yours!
crinklenose ══╣╠══
The boobsie twins
bluebl00d ══╣╠══
I'm going against what everybody else is telling you, well it's not necessarily due to the weight lost. I've lost agreat amount of weight and trust me when I tell you this, my breasts have not shrank one bit. I wish I would lose some of my breasts, that way I wouldn't have to have a breasts reduction.

Our body goes through some major changed when we reach a certain age unfortunately T_T

But I'm sure they look great regardless
eternitywaiting ══╣╠══
I agree that weight doesn't always affect such things (mine never shrunk when I lost weight) but for it to happen so suddenly it can't just be a "certain age" thing, it's gotta have outside factors....

Besides, she's only 21! I don't considder that a "certain age." :-P
belenen ══╣╠══
phrankenstyne ══╣╠══
First off, let me say that my experience with saggy man-boobs in no way qualifies me to offer you advice.
Second off, the human body is extremely complex and will do dramatic things at the slightest change.
Third off, from a man who appreciates beauty where ever may be, thank you.
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