November 2017
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I'm back, kinda. "What, were you gone?"


Thanks muchly to you darling unnamed people who missed me in my short absence -- you made me feel very loved!

I have been reading, but not posting or commenting because I've just been internally processing so much. I know it doesn't seem like that much to someone on the outside, but me, here, I'm nearly overwhelmed, but in a good way. I haven't even been capable of much thinking lately, my subconscious has been taking up so much energy that my conscious is sleepy.

Ben gave me this excellent metaphor of how he sees my spirit changing lately, but I'm not going to try to write it because he promised to post it. So later today I'll post a link to the entry in his journal, sciethen.

feelings: stronger
sounds: the Cranberries: "This is the Day"

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Comments
shespoke ══╣╠══
I -have- missed you and your entries. I'm glad that you're okay and working on things on your own. Here's to you processing everything and healing soon!
belenen ══╣vivacious╠══
*kisses*
jessbarely ══╣╠══
i completely understand the feeling, for the last week or two it has been impossible for me to think any one thought for more than a few moments at a time... which can make it hard to post, at least if i want to stay away from sounding completely insane...

all in all, it seems to help my general state of mind though...
belenen ══╣gentle╠══
Well, I'm glad it helps... I hope your chaos settles (at least somewhat) soon. *hugs*
angeleyes831 ══╣╠══
*huggles* yay, you are back. I was wondering what happened to you, but I understand the wanting to get away for a bit. Missed you and glad you are back :0)
belenen ══╣vivacious╠══
*huggles you right back* I feel so loved!
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