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dream (bellydancing show, my missing costume, patricia angry at me)


I was in a theatre, watching bellydancers get ready to perform. I hadn't realized that we (the troope I was apparently part of) was scheduled to perform right then, because I had missed the last class, when the others rehearsed and decided on the day of the show. I didn't even have a costume, but the other dancers pulled me into place as we were posing for photos beforehand. Then Patricia came along, saw me, and got very irate, taking me by the arm and pulling me away from the others. She demanded to know why I wasn't dressed, and I told her that I 'forgot' my costume. I was relieved that she had pulled me out, because I didn't feel like I could really perform anyway. But then she picked up a thing of fabric, cut off a length, and told me to go change and use that for my cape. I went into the bathroom and took off my clothes, putting on my skirt (which was the only costume thing I owned) and the length of fabric. Then I realized I didn't have a bra (as in bellydancing top), and I went to find Patricia. She was irritated with me, and pulled out another length of fabric, cut it, and told me to wear that as a bra. I was very unhappy that she gave me first tan and then red (when my skirt was purple) which would clash and look ugly -- especially since there were really pretty blue and purple fabrics sitting on the same counter. But I felt like I deserved it for not being ready, so I didn't protest or even ask for the pretty colors. I just put the other ones on and then the dream ended.

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shespoke ══╣╠══
It's probably from your last post dealing with how things didn't end well. That got in your subconscious and conjured up this dream. :/
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
yes, I was quite stricken by the similarities.
valynn ══╣╠══
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
I think so too.
tremontidood ══╣╠══
Was this a rehearsal or an actual performance?
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
a dream of just before a performance.
lovelikeweeds ══╣╠══
I should have read the word "dream" in the subject before I read that..haha..I thought it was a true story (and rather odd).
belenen ══╣giggling╠══
heh heh
pinkstrands ══╣╠══
whoa, i totally ignored the subject line on this one..which seriously made me think it REALLY happened. i was like thinkin, 'oh no!'
then your last sentence gave me a big sigh of relief!
LOL
belenen ══╣giggling╠══
:-o ;-)
rangoth ══╣╠══
How I wish I could of seen your dream :)
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
it wasn't all that fun. I was quite stressed!
rangoth ══╣╠══
Yes but you were not dressed ;-)
hikeonwheels ══╣╠══
Im glad that that was just a dream, that would have been awful...
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
I agree!
jdalycitym ══╣╠══
So, how long have u been a belly dancer? Im interested in learning! Is it really hard?
mabels ══╣╠══
jdalycitym ══╣╠══
I have bellydancing on dvd's, and they are fun, but do they really help to lose weight and control flexability and stuff?
mabels ══╣╠══
jdalycitym ══╣╠══
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
I've had about 8 or 9 lessons, I think. It hasn't been easy, but it has been fun. ;-)
jdalycitym ══╣╠══
I have some dvd's on it was was just wondering what ur imput was since u have actually taken a class. Thanks for the response!
jdalycitym ══╣╠══
oops, dumbass me! I just got the fact that it was a dream..lol
oopsie
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
well, it was just a dream but I have been taking bellydance. ;-)
carodus ══╣╠══
it does sound like your last counselling session is spilling into your dreams. But if you want to wear the pretty blue and purple fabrics - don't let the dream Patricia or the real Patricia stop you from doing that :) She may not always know what is best for you :)
belenen ══╣shimmering╠══
;-) Thank you.
sidheblessed ══╣╠══
I think it may have something to do with how your last session ended. I think next time you see Patricia, you need to talk to her about it. Not necessarily the dream but hwo the last session made you feel.
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
I think so too. Actually she told me to email her any dreams I have, so I just emailed her this dream today. I suppose I'll see what she thinks.
1lady_so_divine ══╣╠══
added you:)hope you don't mind:)
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
nope, I don't mind!
mabels ══╣╠══
belenen ══╣analytical╠══
I think red and purple look good together too, if the shades are right, but tan?? It totally clashes with bright colors.
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