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-$34


Fuck.

I thought, oh yay, I have money coming in, that $28 will get us through until the 8th (next payday). But oops, we overdrew our account by TWO FUCKING DOLLARS, and now with the fee we're overdrawn $34 and that money isn't going to do us a damn bit of good. And we have very few groceries and almost no gas, likely we'll have to borrow some money from SOMEWHERE just to have enough gas to get Ben to and from work. And it doesn't help that gas is way fucking expensive.

And nope, I don't feel guilty for being upset over my own problems while other people have worse problems. There are always those who are suffering more than me and those who are suffering less.

On top of all the turmoil I've gone through the past two days... seeing that actually made me cry. It just... crushed my hopes. Now I don't even have the money to ship Kate's handflower when I get it finished, so she's going to have to wait extra.

I was going to catch up on the comments in my journal and inbox, but now I just don't have the energy... I'm going to bed. Sorry for being so depressing.


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