November 2017
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I'm officially in mourning...


Today it hit me that The Benjamin Gate will be nonexistant in ten days. I think I'm finally past the shock and now I just want to cry and cry and cry. Their music has been such an important part of my life! I don't want them to be gone. And I doubt they're staying in the US, especially since God keeps telling me that he wants Adrienne to go home to South Africa soon. And yes, a little I mourn because I never got a letter, and how do I know I matter? I love them, does that count for anything? Sigh.... I'm gonna go sleep for a little while and hopefully wake up to an email saying that they are after all playing Fallquest. hmph.

feelings: lonely
sounds: The Benjamin Gate: "Gratitude"
connecting:

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sky_falls_down ══╣╠══
the drummer told me he's moving to l.a. to become an actor. that guy rocks my face.
jedibubbles ══╣╠══
*cries for Kristen* Kathleen (Miko's awesome friend who lent me Skillet and Pax217) was traumatized when I told her. Was indignant that we only got 2 CD's out of them, actually...
lunaflare ══╣╠══
*cry* And I didn't even know they were breaking up...That makes me so sad...they're such an awesome anointed band...
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