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positivity / focusing on the good


Okay, I'm done.

I have wallowed in pain and regret and sorrow for three days, and that is long enough. Yes, Anika chose not to be my friend anymore (at least for a long while), but I still have so many wonderful things in my life:

---I have the best, most gorgeous, most generous husband that ever walked the face of this earth,
---I have the most wonderful soulfriend who has been unwaveringly loving and sweet to me (hee hee, yes I do! I haven't posted about it because I have been so down and unsure about everything, but I trust her completely now, and will post about it soon ♥),
---I have SO MANY close friends who hurt when I hurt, rejoice with me when I'm happy, and give me the kindest, most faithful support (gosh, I'm almost crying with joy over that right now),
---I have a great God who is very understanding and loves that I constantly question and search,
---I have a friend who is so passionate in her love for me that she gets furious when someone hurts me,
---I just have so many many many lovely people in my life! Oh I wish I could go hug every one of you. Thank you for being there, for being gentle with me through my pain and negativity, and helping to nurse me back to positivity.

much much love and joy and positivity to you all! ♥ ♥ ♥

EDIT: ooooh I feel so much better. I don't think I had the strength to do this earlier, but thanks to your love, I've chosen the positive and it is so sweet and yummy. *dances*
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