February 2018
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I sent this to Anika yesterday...



I sent Anika a shirt that I bought her a few weeks back, in the one shade of orange that I actually like, and this letter: (since I instantly forget what I wrote after I write it, I have started photographing every letter I write so that I can re-read them)



At the end, I wanted to say "believe in your worth and beauty as I do" but I don't think she believes that I do, so I changed it. Also, the fact that I signed it "Krista" is very significant, because I am no longer 'Bel' to her. Only those who know me well and love me, those I trust, are permitted to call me 'Bel.' I'm sure she'll go on referring to me that way out of habit, but I can't do anything about that, so oh well.

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Comments
writer_lilies ══╣╠══
I wasn't sure what to expect when I clicked this, but I hope it does help you become friends again. You have interesting handwriting.
belenen ══╣amused╠══
thank you! I love my weird handwriting.
kevloid2006 ══╣╠══
awww :-)

I remembering you mentioning those studs before somewhere.
paradigm_shift ══╣╠══
It was very nice of you to still send her her b-day present despite what has happened. Maybe after things settle down a bit you two can reunite. I reunited with a past best friend after 8 years of not speaking. It's never too late....

And right about now I'm feeling pretty dumb, because no where did I ever see that your name was Krista. I've always called you Bel or Belenen. I hope I didnt offend you!
belenen ══╣shimmering╠══
no, no no, don't feel dumb. All lj friends are allowed -- encouraged -- to call me Bel. You guys know me best. ;-)
girlblue_77 ══╣╠══
What a beautiful letter... So heartfelt and touching. What lovely words to impart on someone for their birthday!
belenen ══╣vivacious╠══
thank you. ;-)
sidheblessed ══╣╠══
I think that was a great gesure.
belenen ══╣loving╠══
thank you ♥
paperwings21 ══╣╠══
Aww...

*smiles*

:D

shioneh ══╣summer╠══
I'm off school again, eek, I'm not on for long but I want you to know I LOVE YOUUUUU I love YOUU I LOVE YOUU!!!! I think your letter to Anika shows so clearly your beauty, your maturity and the depth of the love you have to give. What happened with Anika has left you very hurt, and I think to be able to send what you did shows such deep love.

I am awed by you.
belenen ══╣beautiful╠══
I lovelovelove this comment. And have I told you that I am in love with that photo of you? I so am. *is awed*
meganlynnangela ══╣╠══
wow, I thought your name was actually Belenen. No idea it was actually Krista!
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