November 2017
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fabulous sex, fabulous day, yay!


Ben and I just had theeee most fabulous sexperience, and I feel like telling everyone I see all about it. But since that would probably get me fired, I'll just tell you guys!

ohh I'm all glowy and giggly, I don't think I've ever had such a strong after-reaction. He was too! ;-)

I came THREE times! (and if our neighbors weren't awake before, they probably were after, hee hee -- I was LOUD!) I haven't been that voracious for sex in a long long long time, and I don't ever remember coming more than twice from sex (the most I've ever had was 5 in a row, but that was by myself, heh). It's so encouraging! at this time last year I couldn't even imagine enjoying sex, I was having flashbacks and horrible images at just the mention of sex. I have healed and grown so much.

Beforehand, Ben was giving me a full body massage and he said that I was beautiful, so I told him to describe me. He thought for a minute and then said that he needed to practice for moments like that because he has a one-track mind and can either focus on his hands or what he's saying. I laughed and then he said, "No wonder lesbians have so much fun, they can concentrate on more than one thing at a time!" -- which made me giggle for a full minute. I love my funny, sexy, amazing husband. ;-)

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hottergirl01 ══╣╠══
God is good, aint He??
You are truly blessed...but ya dont need me to tell you that!! Glad you got yours!! Im not married yet....sooooooooooo i gotta wait. Well, whatever.
notashamed ══╣[lina] smirk╠══


i'm so happy for you bel. :) that's the way sex should be.
acid_burns ══╣hey you standing in the road╠══
Well, damn ;)



YOUR ICON IS TEH SEX!
augustupasleeve ══╣marble╠══
...YAY! ahahaha.

I'm proud of you, then, which might seem like an odd thing to say in response to this. I know we've just recently added eachother so I don't know your story, but, I know that it is really hard to overcome flashbacks from horrific events in the past. So it's very, very good that you've come so far on opening yourself up for healing and growth... and that your husband sounds so amazing and dedicated to being there with you through it!

Haha at the lesbians comment :D
twisteddaydream ══╣Yummy╠══
I'm proud of you, too! You have grown and healed a lot and now you're reaping the benefits of that - and what lovely benefits they are!! Glad you had so much fun!!!
hottergirl01 ══╣my girls╠══
yay!!
I said this already, but....I am glad for you. YAYYYY! Where can us girls find more like your husband? He's hot and I've never heard anything about him past this entry! LOL.

P.S...I got my drivers license today!!
sidheblessed ══╣╠══
Hooray for great sex!
juansrx ══╣*ash1╠══
errrmmm....nice!!!
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