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worried about hannah


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Where'shannahwherewhere..... I'm worried, terrified, helpless. My soulfriend shioneh hasn't been online in days and was hurting really badly the last time I heard from her, she has no phone so I can't call, she lives an ocean away so I can't visit... I'm scared. Trying to live past my fear, but... why is there nothing nothing I can do? I've been trying to distract myself, it will do her no good for me to dissolve, and do me no good...

don't leave me hannah, please. You are too much of me, I don't know how -- if -- I could survive.

...Protection by Massive Attack...

This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her

I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her just the way
You found her

I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection


Sometimes you look so small, need some shelter
Just runnin' round and round, helter skelter
And I've leaned on me for years
Now you can lean on me
And that's more than love, that's the way it should be
Now I can't change the way you feel
But I can put my arms around you
That's just part of the deal
That's the way I feel
I'll put my arms around you

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spindell ══╣╠══
*hugs you* It'll be okay darlin, just stay calm, pray for her, and breathe.

Thinking of you and her....
belenen ══╣gamine╠══
thank you so much for comforting me ♥
sidheblessed ══╣╠══
*hugs* I'm hoping there is a very simple explanaiton for Hannah's absence.
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
*hugs back* thank you love...
invisibleglue ══╣ani guitar by emotionalwench╠══
I saw Hannah on Friday, she went to Glasgow with Nick for the weekend so I'm thinking that she must have decided to stay there for a couple of extra days because she's not doing too well at the moment.

*snuggle*
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
thank you so much, you're such a comfort. *hugs*
flyingshaman ══╣╠══
*warm hugs*

I'm sure she will turn up soon.
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
*hugs back* thank you
folkchick3 ══╣Peekaboo flowers╠══
We are all praying for Hannah, I know that I am. Just keep sending your beautiful spirit out to her, she will feel it, honestly she will. I know you love her and I know you care, and she knows it too, she truly does. I keep wondering if there isn't anything we can do for her...shower her with letters, or send her...I don't know, wishes in a box? Pictures of all those who care about her? A card a day? Do you have a mailing address for her? There are so many of us here... what if we all sent cards together, all of us...she would receive a deluge of love and support. Or perhaps we could all send the cards (with postage of course) to you for her (since addresses are personal things and you might not feel comfortable giving her's out) and you could send one out to her every single day? I feel so helpless... We are resourceful, creative, loving women, there must be SOMEthing we can do to help her.
belenen ══╣gentle╠══
thank you so much sweetheart ♥

All those sound like wonderful ideas... my main concern is that it takes so LONG for mail to reach her.... and I want to reach her sooner...
clown_frog ══╣╠══
Maybe she went to Nick's and hasn't the internet? He doesn't have the net, does he? And doesn't feel up to going out to an internet cafe. If you haven't heard from her soon and you're really worried then I think she gave me Nicks address and I can go knock on his door and ask if he knows how she is, if it would make you less worried.

I hope she gets back in touch soon. Worried about her and don't like to think of you panicking and worrying and feeling helpless. Hugs and well wishes for you both xxx
belenen ══╣osculant╠══
I know that would be going far out of your comfort zone but it would mean SO MUCH to me... do you think you could do that today? It means the world to me that you'd even offer. ♥
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jumpinglegacy ══╣Body (You are Beautiful)╠══
I haven't heard from her either, and I surely miss her and think of her often. From this entry, I'm sure she will know how many people love and care for her. *Hugs* to you both.
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
thank you sweetie *hugs back*
armandii ══╣╠══
I too am sending thoughts of love to Hannah, I hope she can feel the love we are focusing in her direction.
belenen ══╣shimmering╠══
me too ♥
dithering ══╣╠══
I hope you hear from her soon. *hugs*
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
thank you *hugs back* ♥
juansrx ══╣*ash1╠══
She sure will be back soon
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
minervica ══╣╠══
*big hugs* I hope you hear from her soon. xoxoxo
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
*hugs back* thank you lovely ♥
talkingpotato ══╣faerycuddle╠══
I'm sending my love and warm thoughts over to Hannah, she sounds like a beautiful person and I feel sorry that she's going through a hard time right now :(
belenen ══╣gamine╠══
♥ She really is, thank you so much.
valynn ══╣╠══
belenen ══╣upset╠══
what? I never removed you, you weirdo! Look at your mutual friends list!

I've missed you and I'm glad to hear that you're back.
valynn ══╣╠══
belenen ══╣╠══
meganlynnangela ══╣╠══
*hugs and prayers*
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
*hugs back* thank you ♥
darkpool ══╣╠══
I'm sorry, I hope she turns up soon.
belenen ══╣comfort╠══
thank you lovely ♥
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