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conversations! with kit-kat, hannah, kate, & 'kenzie


A few days ago I also got a chance to talk to my kit-kat (kmiotutsie) for the first time on the phone! that was pretty incredible, especially since I was feeling SO terrible and she's got this matter-of-fact way of validating my feelings. I probably was barely coherent, I was so crushed and confused at that point... but she didn't get impatient with me and seemed to understand and even relate to a lot of it. She's so fabulous. We talked for over an hour! Which is unusual for me on the phone (gtalk is different) -- I usually get impatient, I don't like having my hands tied up holding the phone. But it was just so good to be able to pour out my heart to someone. And she has the most wonderful voice! like a perfect balance between deep and light, it suits her SO perfectly.

and then Friday night I had a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong conversation with shioneh -- over 8 hours! I'm pretty sure that is the longest phone conversation I've ever had -- thank God/dess for gtalk making it free! Afterwards I felt so much lighter and more free, inspired and more able to believe in the beauty of life. One of the things we like to do while talking is surf devArt and send links to each other of what we find inspiring, and talk back and forth about what appeals to us about a piece. It's soooo fun to me, because when it comes to art, we speak exactly the same dialect. I feel like I appreciate a work more when I can articulate it, and it's only fun to articulate it to someone who understands. ♥ (If you have an account, be sure to check out my favorites because they're incredible!) We also talked a lot about our experiences together when she was here, and fiiiiiiiiiiinally processed it a little bit. I think that's part of why I feel so relieved -- I had some things floating in my subconscious and I needed to talk to her to really understand them. I told her that talking to her always lifted my spirits, even if she was in low spirits herself, and she asked why, which made me think. I realized that some people drain me, and some energize me, just by how they align (or disalign) with my being. With Hannah, our spirits are so alike that we reflect each other's energy, and it seems to just bounce back and forth between us and get magnified.

also talked to kate (clown_frog)! for the first time also, on gtalk! That was fantastic too -- I've 'known' her for over 2 years now and we've had lots of conversation, but never in real time. Next time I hope we can talk out loud, I'm so curious as to what she sounds like! It was lovely to connect in a new way.

and I've been talking to 'kenzie (sunshinepill) a lot! Which is also great because she had some insights to share with me that were really comforting, and she's just a fun person to talk to. Talking about culture, relationships, sexuality -- all fascinating to me.

If you have google talk, gimmie your screenname since I have apparently come out of my non-IMing shell. ;-) I dislike all the other messengers though.

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armandii ══╣╠══
I realized that some people drain me, and some energize me, just by how they align (or disalign) with my being.

I know exactly what you mean.

I set up Trillian last week which works with AIM, MSN, ICQ and Yahoo, but not Google Talk so I will have to look at setting up that separately.
belenen ══╣artistic╠══
oh fabulous, just for me? *feels special*

hey, you should totally check out this guy: http://peterchecksfield.deviantart.com/ He lives near you and his subject is outdoor nudes, maybe you could work with him!
armandii ══╣╠══
I like his nudes in the cemetary and have added some to my favourites.

armandii ══╣╠══
I've done it!
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katielilie ══╣╠══
Yay! I'm so glad that you're feeling better. I started to look through your deviantart favorites and I love them all! I just set up an account yesterday, and once I figure out how to use it, I think I'm going to have to steal some of your favorites!

I have google too, I'm Katielilie on there too, if you ever want to chat.
belenen ══╣vivacious╠══
yay about devArt! and I added you on gtalk, so IM me whenever you get the urge. ;-)
katielilie ══╣╠══
P.S.
belenen ══╣artistic╠══
Re: P.S.
oh, lovely. The lighting doesn't appeal to me but I do like the subject.
notashamed ══╣[angie] smooches╠══
my gtalk is jebergstrom

i know i haven't been commenting much recently, but i want you to know that I've been reading your posts and you've been in my thoughts a lot recently.

belenen ══╣loving╠══
I've gotcha on gtalk. ;-)

thank you so much sweetheart ♥ I'm glad you have thought of me.
sabr ══╣╠══
My google talk is SabRhund I think. I've never used it...
belenen ══╣teasing╠══
I'm pretty sure I've got you on, but you gotta use it for me to talk to you on it! *makes face* ;-)
sabr ══╣╠══
You don't show up on my list, but all the other people who have added me do, like Kazi and Lily. What's your email?
kmiotutsie ══╣╠══
aw, thanks for the shout out, sugar!! you are such a sweetie! sorry my phone crapped out on us; my battery is a pisa shit... feel free to call me anytime you want; if my phone is nearby, i'm all yours ;)
belenen ══╣adoring╠══
thank you loooooooooooove! *kisses* XD You bring me so much joy!
kmiotutsie ══╣╠══
aw, yay!!
malignlibra ══╣╠══
googletalk - malignlibra
:) I haven't used it before, it looks nifty.
belenen ══╣vivacious╠══
oh fabulous, I added you! IM me anytime!
in_withbothfeet ══╣╠══
interesting, my friend convinced me to just get it. clackity.clackity@gmail.com :) if you would want to add. no idea how this messenger works yet, hah.
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
added you babe! I look forward to chattin' with ya.
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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.