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car fixed / coffeeshop job hopes / photos


The Bad: Mom took lil sis and moved back to PA. *frustration* I could go on and on about that... :-(

The Strange: Ashley left a bag on the front door with the CDs she had borrowed (which I was glad to get back), the curvy goddess-shaped rock Hannah had given her, and the pieces of the anklet I had made her. I can understand not wanting it around and giving it back, but taking it apart first? wtf? (and it was corded so it didn't simply break) *shakes head* whatevah whatevah.

The Good! Mom loaned me some money (her pay from her part-time job, I was soooo touched) and we went ahead and got the car fixed *whew!* Now we just have to get the tag/title yearly fee taken care of and we will have a healthy, legal car for the first time in MONTHS. You've no idea how much of a relief that is. Right now we have another possibility for improving our finances, but I'm not going to get too excited until it actually happens. Also I applied at a coffeehouse down the road and I REALLY want the job. If not there of course I'll be getting a job elsewhere, but there would be just perfect. When I filled out the application they asked questions like "how much do you like to listen to other people's problems?" and "when you see a small mistake, do you feel compelled to correct it?" and judging by that and the atmosphere in the shops I've frequented, they're looking for open, friendly, relaxed people. The workers there always seem sooo relaxed and cheerful, and I'd just LOVE to be working in an environment like that, surrounded by COFFEE SMELLS. mmmmmmmmmm. And I would be so fucking PERFECT for it. After I put in the application online, I went in the next day and spoke to the manager about setting up an interview, but he hadn't looked at the applications yet. It's been a week so hopefully I'll get a call tomorrow! if not I think I'll call. I don't want to be pushy but I don't want to regret not going after it. *eeek*

also I've been in a very phototaking mood, so a giant photopost will probably come soon. I took soooooo many amazing photos of Ben, because he was in a generous mood and not camera-shy for once. But I have to convince him to let me share them *hopes* For now I'll just share a few photos of other subjects:





spring in GA = plant orgies leaving plantly sex powder everywhere


gorgeous black oak


my favorite kind of tree ♥ tell me what kind it is and I'll kiss you.


love the different greens


such intense color!


we went driving and I couldn't stop snapping photos because all the beautiful green had me just giddy ♥


motion blllllur oh the GREEEEEN


wood violets (yellow patterning thanks to the rain rearranging the pollen)


the bridge in my parents-in-law's backyard


on the bridge looking over the right side at the creek


on the bridge looking over the left side at the lush greenery ♥


on the bridge looking up


I've decided that I like how my eyelashes are half-blonde. ;-) my eyes look so naked.


yes I'm sweaty. it was like 80 degrees (27 C)


Thank you so incredibly much, everyone who has lovingly commented/prayed/sent positive energy/thoughts ♥ ♥ ♥ Thank you so so much. You help more than I can ever express or even understand.

also, AMAZING news: FIREKAT IS COMING TO VISIT MEEEEEEEE!!!!! She bought the tickets and I'm going to see her face to face for the first time on May 2nd!!! OMFG!!!

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Comments
acid_burns ══╣ga / you're my person╠══
Your eyes are simply killing me. Wow.


I AM SO HAPPY YOU'LL GET TO SEE HER! ♥♥♥
aliyna ══╣╠══
I know, I'm right there with you, with the eyes. Hoo.
Bel, girl. You're breathtaking.
belenen ══╣hopeful╠══
*blushes more!* thank you! :D
belenen ══╣hopeful╠══
awwwwwwwww *blushes furiously*

ME TOOOOOOOOOO!!! :D :D :D
folkchick3 ══╣yeah....╠══
I am so glad that things are beginning to look up for you. That coffeehouse job sounds utterly perfect for you - or rather, you are perfect for it. Thank you for sharing these wonderful pictures. I'd forgotten how beautiful Georgia is.
belenen ══╣beautiful╠══
thanks! :D
blood_4_deniro ══╣violet from charlie and the chocolate fa╠══
i'm sorry your mom moved back with your dad, taking your sister. i hope she realizes what a mistake she's made and comes back. i know how hard it is to be out of a job and in financial trouble (believe me...), so i hope you do get that coffeehouse job. from the sound of it, it sounds perfect for you.

and you really need to stop taking pictures of GA...i miss seeing GA in the springtime. my faves are the bridge and the creek. and i love the color of your eyes. :) 80degrees?!?! it's only 40 here XP

good luck with everything!! i hope everything works out in the end
belenen ══╣curious╠══
awww! where did you live when you lived here?

I looooooove 80 degree weather! I prefer it a liiiittle hotter but I still love it. 88 is my favorite. and thank you about my eyes! :D

thanks for the luck! I am sure it will.
blood_4_deniro ══╣╠══
i lived in Cairo (not like Egypt, but "K-Row," aka, "Syrup City Georgia"...really...my mascot when we were there for my 10th grade year was the Syrupmakers. the girls were Syrupmaids). it's in waaaaaaayyyy southern GA. about 45min directly north of Tallahassee FL. a small town (less than 10000 people) full of red GA clay, trees everywhere, and rattlesnake roundups.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cairo,_Georgia
woah_the_kettle ══╣╠══
Tyler's car looks like that. Its red though.

He keeps saying he's gonna wash it, but never does, because I keep drawing cute pictures in the pollen. Hahah!

I'm really sad about your mom. Abusive relationships are soooo hard.
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
♥ yes they are.
dragonwine ══╣Angelina: Innocence captured..╠══
I wish it were 80 degrees here. Beautiful picture. Even more beautiful girl.
belenen ══╣vivacious╠══
aww! thank you! :D

I know, I loooove 80 degree weather. ;-)
delicatexflower ══╣christina r. ][ blue faerie ][ fly╠══

aw, i love your posts!!

all of your posts express life in so
many ways...rather it be the good, bad,
just plain strange or the very beautiful.

i think it's great that things are beginning
to look up for you...you sure deserve it! =]

i wish you the best of luck with the coffeehouse
and many others things that come your way!

lovely pictures, btw!
belenen ══╣hopeful╠══
awwwwwwwww thank you! what a lovely thing to say!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
aubkabob ══╣╠══
You were greatly on my mind all day today, so I wanted to drop by.

Your pictures bring me such peace. Thank you.
belenen ══╣nuzzle╠══
oh Aubrey ♥ thank you. You're in my heart.
aubkabob ══╣╠══
Thank you, my dear. I miss you greatly and what we had, though I am still unable to be there for you on the caliber that you deserve.

But know that I'm here for you, should you ever need me.
spindell ══╣╠══
Ah, the good and the bad. I'm sorry your mum decided to move back. I hope she gains the strength in herself to break free soon.

And such gorgeous green! I feel like.... I'm regenerated when I see green. There isn't much of it where I live now, so I keep watering my lawn as much as I can to MAKE it green, hang the water bill.

I hope you get the most perfect job for you! It sounds like the cafe one would be perfect. I hope you called them back and bothered them!
belenen ══╣hopeful╠══
I also feel regenerated by seeing green ♥

thank you! I did call again but the manager wasn't there, so I am going in tomorrow in hopes of talking with him! *hopes/wishes/prays*
kmiotutsie ══╣╠══
such pretty eyes!! I love these photos, girl-- I'm so looking forward to being there with you!! The flight is for the 2nd though ;)
belenen ══╣hopeful╠══
thank you! :D can't wait to be with you toooooo and take 80million photos! and hey! wanna go see Spiderman 3 with me at the IMAX? I know you aren't that into movies, but watching people swoop through the air is always fun!

so, what I'd like to do:
2 - you arrive :D (fixed the post, heh)
3 - go walking at redtop mountain, then at midnight, see Spiderman 3
4 - lounge! talk! go to coffee!
5 - go to RenFest!
6 - roadtrip it up to your sis' :D

what do you think of that? likes/dislikes/something else you'd like to do?
kmiotutsie ══╣╠══
that sounds purrrrfect!!! absolutely marvelous, darling!! :-*
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