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poll: what to post first? / dream (homechurch w/ mom and lil sis, 'Hercules' tree, strong winds)
so much to say! I'm feeling blocked, hopefully if I can decide which to post when, it will help. (eventually I will post it all, most likely) Please vote on which I should post FIRST (1 or 2 choices please, 3 if you must):

which do you want to see first? (choose 1 or 2, 3 at MOST)

photopost of me -- selfportraits in my amazing vividviolet & springgreen hat
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photopost of me -- selfportraits in nature
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photopost of me -- the rest of my Chiaroscuro selfportrait shoot (will be f-locked for nudity)
1(2.7%)
photopost of Ben being his awesome self outside (still have to get permission, so no promises :-\)
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post about the 'draw a landscape' meme, have you comment the image of your drawing, and I comment back with my interpretations of what it says about you.
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post about my feelings/beliefs about trees (w/ a few photos)
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rant about penises (penii?)
2(5.4%)
post on my love of metaphor and communication
1(2.7%)
post of photos & quotes by my favorite (famous) ladies (Nea & Vee, I blame that time-consuming idea on you!)
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post on my feelings about The L Word & Grey's Anatomy
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none of the above -- go comment on my posts you lazy git!
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also, last night I dreamed that I went to a home-church meeting (in the jeep, I drove) with my mom and lil sis, and after we got there I called my partner and invited him to come too (he drove over in Sylvia (our current car)). All the other people were old, grey-haired, wise, kind, and very openminded. (and they were all about feeding us, I remember potato salad in particular) I think I took my clothes off shortly after coming in. The house was very open, practically nothing but screened windows from the waist up (second time I've dreamed about a house like that). It was very sunny and fairly warm, with a cool breeze. After a little while I looked out the back of the house and saw a MASSIVE tree, with its lower branches gnarled and thicker than I am tall. I was awed, and one of the old men noticed and said, "oh, that's Hercules." I responded, "Hercules?" and he said yes and showed me a drawing of a warrior with horns. I looked at it and then up at the tree and saw that they were exactly the same shape. I was further awed and in love, and went outside to lay at its roots and stare up and take photos, even though by that time the wind was VERY strong, strong enough that you'd need to lean against it -- but still coming in gusts rather than steadily. My partner was a little worried that a branch might break and fall on me, but I was completely calm.

that is the third dream I've had of trees lately, the second that features a HUGE tree which I spend time at the roots of, and the second that involved my mom & lil sis and trees AND cars! *meditates* hmm, also the second in which I call someone.


---To dream that you are driving a car, denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is. Whether you are driving the car or a passenger, is indicative of of your active role or passive role in your life. Overall, this dream symbol is an indication of your dependence and degree of control you have on your life.
---To see or drive up to a driveway in your dream, symbolizes an end to your journey. It also represents security and rest. Alternatively, it denotes your path toward achieving inner peace finding your spirituality.
---To see or use a cell phone in your dream, indicates that you are being receptive to new information. It also represents your mobility.
---To see windows in your dream, signifies bright hopes, vast possibilities and insight.
---To see lush green trees in your dream, symbolizes new hopes, growth and desires. It also implies strength and stability. You are concentrating on your own self-development and individuation.
---To see the trunk of a tree, signifies your inner sense of well being and personality. If the trunk is thick and large, then it denotes that you are a strong, rugged and durable person.
---To see an oak tree in your dream, symbolizes longevity, stability, strength, tolerance, wisdom, and prosperity.
---To see roots of the trees or plants in your dream, symbolizes the depths and core of your unconscious mind and soul. It represents your values and belief system. Alternatively, it denotes your family ties and bonds. You may be searching into your past. ((I think both, in this situation!))
---To see a falling tree in your dream, indicates that you are off balance and out of sync. You are off track and headed in the wrong direction. (my partner was worried about this but it didn't happen)
---To dream of blowing winds, symbolizes your life force, energy, and vigor. It reflects changes in your life. To dream of strong or gusty winds, represents turmoil and trouble for you. You are experiencing much stress in some waking situation. ((haha, no kidding!))


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