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happy b-days SabR, Hannah, Angela! / dream (two faeries, glowingseed, tree with open-weave branches)


belated Happy Birthday to sabr, _paroxysm_, and delicatexflower! I may have missed saying it, but I saw your names on my little mini-calendar and thought of you all day. *lovelove*

I've been strange lately! waking up at 5am and then falling asleep about 12 hours later! My waking cycle is usually at least 18 hours, not 12. I have no idea why I've been so drained... bleh! but anyway. The penii rant is almost finished & will be posted soon *giggles* thanks to everyone who voted! I was excited to see who was most interested in what.

Last night I dreamed that I met two faeries, one who was about my height, without wings, and had skin that was like mine but opalescent, and a small blue-skinned blue-haired one, about knee height, who had wings and glowed blue with sparkles. The glow had defined edges, it wasn't like the glow of a lamp. The taller one gave me a glowing seed of a tree to plant and the smaller one came along with me to help me plant the seed. We were in Ben's parent's neighborhood (sorta) and one of the houses had a tree that I wanted to show to the faery, so we walked into their side yard. The tree was huuuge, much taller than the house, and some of the branches were partly hollow, with an open-weave side. I was very excited because the faery could live there, and she'd be much closer to my house (which was also in the neighborhood) and the larger faery could live there too. So she climbed it and looked around, also very excited, because it would be a really good home tree. I looked into the house and saw this red-headed girl messing with the fire in the fireplace. She looked like she was amused by something, in a kind of sardonic way. I felt like that was a good sign, and we decided to leave. When we got to the road the tall faery was with us again, and as we were walking by, this really old nasty cranky guy came out of the house and told us that we "better not come back and mess with [his] property anymore." (there was a girl and boy peeking past him at us as he stood in the doorway) I got very angry, but noticing a 'for sale' sign in the yard, I restrained myself and bent over to whisper to the blue faery that it doesn't matter because he's moving soon anyway. He shouldn't have been able to hear me but somehow did and said "oh really? it doesn't matter because we're moving out soon?" and I turned and furiously screamed at him to "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" and then we kept on walking. Then we were suddenly in a car, going up the hill, and at the top of the hill we stopped, and started taking stuff out of the car. Some friends had come to meet us and they asked "why are you upset?" so I started telling them the story, and then Ben woke me up.

hm, this has turned into a very dreamy journal lately... I had thought of making a dream journal, but I like seeing where the dreams fit in my life. These recent ones have all had very strong significance, so I haven't lj-cut them, but I may if this keeps up. This is the fourth dream involving trees ♥ and I feel like I am learning something, though I haven't figured out what yet.

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delicatexflower ══╣christina r. ][ blue faerie ][ fly╠══

aww, thankyou so much for your birthday wishes!!
*snuggle hugs and kisses*

i think having a dream journal would be awesome,
it'll capture your dreamy and deep thinking side.
i love how you are with *words*, you are so gifted
with them!

regarding your sleep pattern, are you under some
stress? i know when i'm emotional tired, i become
emotional drained and then i become drained in more
then one way... either way, i hope you are able to
locate what's getting you feeling this way! much love! xox
belenen ══╣artless╠══
I think I'm just gonna keep my dreams here, and backdate them when they don't seem especially interesting.

I think I was very emotionally drained, definitely. Things have been a bit less stressful lately so I am feeling better now ♥ and sleeping a more healthy amount.
belenen ══╣adoring╠══
and thank you so much for the compliment on my writing! *beams*
kmiotutsie ══╣╠══
i think it's a good idea to keep the dream journal in with the regular journal. i used to try and keep them separate (years and years ago) but now on the rare occasion that i bother to write them down (i always know i SHOULD, but i never motivate in time, grah), i put them in my regular journal so when i go back (which i rarely do) and read over it, i can see if anything fits. keeping it separete makes it hard to reconcile, imho ;)
belenen ══╣dreamy╠══
yes, I quite agree... I have dreams written in old paper journals from YEARS and YEARS ago that I keep meaning to get typed up... I've decided to start a journal where I copy in the dreams though, so I'll have them in here as well as all in one place where they're easily catalogued.
_paroxysm_ ══╣Smiley╠══
Yay, thank you!
belenen ══╣kissy╠══
:D
sidheblessed ══╣╠══
I wonder if you received a visit from the Sidhe in your sleep. They can do that you know ;)
belenen ══╣openness╠══
yes ♥ I do believe that!
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