August 2017
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I'm so fucking depressed right now, for no good reason at all. Or at least, it feels like no reason because today's not any different from yesterday or the day before and I wasn't feeling like this then. There is good reason, actually. I just feel like I can't talk about it. When I have a problem with someone, I prefer to tell them before I tell others and for various reasons I can't tell the people I have problems with. I feel so suffocated and ANGRY. *spills lava-hot-ash-fire nastiness everywhere*

also, I've been realizing things that make me feel such an aching regret, even though I wouldn't have been able to change anything if I had realized these things earlier, and maybe I saved myself pain with my self-ignorance. Then again, maybe not. I'll never know.

I'm just really sad right now. :-( sorry for all the crypticness... hopefully I can explain later.


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