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dream (beautiful woman kisses the inside of my wrist)


every now and then, I have these dreams which are more real than life, that stay with me for days afterward. Last Thursday I had one of those... I've been treasuring it in my heart and slowly imbibing the magic of it.

I dreamed I was in an open covered area with picnic tables, waiting around with some people I knew (I think we were homeless because of fire or were refugees). My friends wandered off and I sat alone at a table for a while. Then a beautiful woman came and sat across from me. (she somehow reminded me of Jennifer Gardner even though she didn't look much like her) We started talking and I felt so comfortable with her that I told her about my loneliness and she laced her fingers through mine. I told her that I was so glad to meet her, that I had been longing for a close friend. She said that she had been wishing for a 'close friend' too -- her eyes and tone said more. Then she turned my hand over and kissed the inside of my right wrist.

I can't even begin to describe what I felt at that moment. It felt like a promise, a question, a declaration, a wish. I've never felt anything so intensely gentle, incredibly loving and powerfully sensual -- I felt like I was going to literally melt. Sadly I woke up. For the first few days I felt like the dream was a visit from a future lover, but now that it has faded from experience to memory I have a hard time believing in it. ... and yet I miss her!

...So Precious by Jamie Blake...
you're exciting me, you're inviting me
you're inciting me, you're enticing me
you're so precious


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