November 2017
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dream (Kat)


Last night I dreamed that I became close friends with karmia. I didn't know she was so interesting! It was odd, 'cause she acted like the real Kat, only trusting of me. In real life I usually get this feeling that she might like me, but she's holding me at arms length like a snake she can't identify as poisonous or benign. It's odd. We've thought each other interesting for years, and stayed in the same realm because of Allison, but never actually became more than acquaintances. I don't even know her favorite color, and that's something I usually make a point of finding out. Hm. (I'm guessing either plum or navy.) And I was always a little intimidated by her, partly 'cause she's so damn intelligent, and partly 'cause I wasn't sure if she liked me or just tolerated me on behalf of Allison.

feelings: fallin' to pieces and yet not.
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karmia ══╣╠══
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... I loff you! I'm just not affectionate very quickly with people. It took me 4 years of knowing Allison to begin being really open with her, then another year or so of daily contact to actually get to the absurd level of closeness that we currently have. So don't be offended or hurt or anything if I seem quiet or not-so-friendly, it's just how I am around people usually. And don't be intimidated, because Allison will vouch for the fact that I'm really not smart, just pompous ;)

And you're right on about the colors, though generally I'd just say purple and dark blue, because I'm lazy and un-artsy like that. :D
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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.