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oh life, oh the love and joy! glittering with ecstasy ♥


I am in awe of life right now. Total and complete fucking awe. My life is richer than cheesecake, I can hardly stomach it! I am absolutely the most blessed, loved, doted-on-by-deity person that there ever is, was, or will be! I am SOOOOO happy, SO happy, SO SO SO filled with JOY!

I feel like I suddenly got pregnant and gave birth, all in a few days, and then two days later it happened again! and now I feel pregnant again. (not literally) Now I have all these newborn fae creations, all this life, all this love, floods and floods of joy joy joy. So much! I am absolutely overwhelmed, in the best way. Oh, how can life be so beautiful? how can I be so... blessed? How can this be? How can this be?

Oh God/dess, oh Nut, oh Jesus, oh Ma'at, oh life, how can you love me so much? how can you bless me so much? How can I be so cherished?

I have cried with joy almost every day for the past week. Is it any wonder I cannot express this? I marvel at how I manage not to explode -- how can one person hold so much joy and love and faith and hope? such gratitude.

I'm not yet ready to explain, but I will tell you what I believe opened the way for this love-joy to enter my life. Here is my affirmation:
I dwell in the midst of infinite abundance; the abundance of God/dess is my infinite Source. The river of life never stops flowing. It flows through me into lavish expression. Good comes to me through unexpected avenues. God/dess works in myriad ways to bless me. I now open my spirit, heart, soul, mind and body to receive my good. Nothing is too good to be true -- nothing is too wonderful to happen. With God/dess as my Source, all of my dreams come true. I attract miraculous happenings and open, honest, loving, connected people. I find new friends everywhere I go; I make deep connections with people who live near me. People fall in love with me, and I fall in love with them. All of my friendships grow stronger and healthier. I give freely and fearlessly into life, and life gives generously to me, with fantastic increase of love, joy, faith, and hope. Blessings come in expected and unexpected ways. God/dess provides for me in wondrous ways. I am grateful. Thank you God/dess!

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Comments
armandii ══╣╠══
Wow, such joy overflowing from you.... I will be watching out for your explanation when you are ready.
Big hugs from me to you xxx :-)
belenen ══╣ecstatic╠══
:D :D :D *big hugs back!*
shioneh ══╣soulfriendship╠══
belbelbel, reading this post starts the giddiness in me ;-) it's overflowing. beautiful, beautiful, beautiful happiness and joy *dances and celebrates with you* I believe so much that it was your affirmation that opened your heart up to this and it that is so inspiring to me! so inspiring. I've known and believed this in my mind but seeing this really strengthens it in me. I'm really so filled with the knowledge of possibilities and beauty.
Keep glowing deardear one. I love you. I LOVE YOU.
catwingz ══╣╠══
*you!*

*snatches you up and twirls you around*

*sets you down and straightens out your hair to let it settle wildly around you*

just beautiful. *hums*

Hannah, love, I love you and am very much in love with you. And have nothing to hide with that.

*feels heart burning*

You're adored. Absolutely adored. You have this source within you, all the time, everywhere, with anyone.

You are beloved, cherished, and always looked upon with great favor, as is everyone in the entire universe!

Believe it, you are love. You are knowing and wisdom and magic and great strength, core strength. You are knowledge and wisdom and fountains of golden magic that flow from you like twining berries, dropping off around you. You are fae and you are gorgeous.

*kisses you*
*twirls you*
*contented sigh*

Be who you are, love, be who you are. Gentle moon baby.
belenen ══╣beautiful╠══
♥ ♥ ♥
belenen ══╣gamine╠══
oh, yes! overflowing JOY JOY JOY!!!

*sings childhood song*

I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart.
Where? Down in my heart!
Where? Down in my heart!
I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart,
down in my heart to stay.
And I'm so happy. So very happy !
I've got the love of Jesus in my heart, down in my heart
And I'm so happy so very happy
I've got the love of Jesus in my heart!

oh, the amazing power of faith. wow.
manifestress ══╣╠══
What a beeeeee-YOU-ti-full, inspiring post!
belenen ══╣vivacious╠══
thank you! I am inspired!
mermaiden ══╣Pagan: Full of Stars╠══
This is just the happiest, best thing ever~ I am SO happy for you, darlin'~ :D *HUGS*
belenen ══╣magical╠══
YAY! thank you! :D
catwingz ══╣╠══
that's because, sweet Jesus, you ARE love.

oh my gods.. omGODS! I just tingled all the way through reading that affirmation aloud.

You are love, you are God/dess, you are source, you are infinite blessings, and ee! we ALL are!

How can you be so loved, dear gentle Bel? because you are what you attract to you. and you attract to you what you are. You're ready for infinite blessings, you're ready for infinite, boundless love, you're ready to see yourself as you are and to know yourself as you are.

*giggles*

Know thyself and see thyself in the mirror, sweet one. *trills*
catwingz ══╣╠══
by the way, I feel pregnant too.

I love you, so incredibly, incredibly much. And I am very much in love with you dear Bel.

Wheee!

*giggles*
*twirls*
*kisses you*
belenen ══╣giggling╠══
*pats your spirit-belly*
flyingshaman ══╣╠══
*giggles*

*snuggles*
belenen ══╣bel hearts lilylight╠══
mmmmmm yes yes yes.

*thrills!*
winternightsky ══╣╠══
That's so wonderful for you! If everyone was this grateful for the small (but all important) joys in their life the world would be a much better place.
belenen ══╣exuviate╠══
:D oh, yes, but this one is not small, oh no, it is metamorphosis-huge. ♥
rockstarjoker4 ══╣╠══
The last time you put this up on your journal, I copied it down, and for a while, wrote it at least once a day. It's an amazing thing to read- thanks for posting it again! :)
belenen ══╣inspired╠══
hee hee! yes, I used the same frame but I changed part of it, so that it focuses more on relationships rather than general blessings. and WOW, did it work!
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