September 2017
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fashion photoshoot / stress


I'm so stressed. Tomorrow I have a fashion shoot at 12:15, about which I feel inadequate, since I have never done fashion modeling before and I'm not entirely sure what is expected of me and I'm pretty sure that there will be more than one model and several photographers, none of which I am used to, and the more than one photographer thing is kinda freakin' me out. (wow -- long run-on) And then possibly Tuesday I'm going on an 11-hour bus ride to Orlando, to do a hair shoot, then coming back Wednesday and going a rennaisance-themed shoot on Thursday!!!!!! The last two are up in the air as to the scheduling, so that makes me even more nervous. I'm about to rip my hair from my head. I'm staticy like a broken radio! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(and I have been feeling this way in varying degrees for the past three days)
feelings: stressed
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