February 2018
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fashion photoshoot / relief


The shoot went awesome -- there were two photographers but only one that was shooting me, and the atmosphere was quite relaxed and since he used a digital (the legendary Nikon expensive one) camera I got to see some of the shots and I think I will LOVE them. I even loved the tiny versions.

Today we went to counseling and discovered that an old dream of mine was actually a memory. That was definitely the hardest session I've ever had. I just didn't want to open that stuff up! But there is a part of me that is so much more complete now. And less afraid.

Breaking the lies can be so hard but it is OH so worth it.

feelings: strong
connecting:

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