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dreams (remembering important person, motorcycle, none-of-your-business, homeless, LJ friends)


last night: 'remembered' a person from my past and marveled at how I could POSSIBLY have forgotten someone who had such a huge impact on me and whom I was a bit in love with! In the dream I was very excited about hunting this person down again. Ze was female, with pale skin, medium hair, and soft rounded features, not recognizable as anyone I know in waking life. It felt prophetic or more-real-than-waking, incredibly frustrating because I woke up with excitement and then realized that I only knew this person in dreamworld. (ARGH!)

also last night: riding a motorcycle up and down steep hills, ramping in a way that would definitely have killed me in real life (almost flying). Ending up at a house with looooooong stairs going up three stories and massive windows everywhere.

recently: walked into a carpentry place, rather like a giant garage with tables and rotary saws and sawdust everywhere. Struck up a conversation with a person, asked a personal question (like I do), and ze said "none of your business." I was taken aback but before I had a chance to respond, ze asked, "is that an evil statement in your world?" I immediately said "no" in reaction to the word 'evil' but then realized the last half of the question changed it from a judgment to a preference and said, "YES!" Then there was a moment of staring into each others eyes before clambering on to a table, passionately kissing and pressing against each other. Sadly I woke before it continued! Ze was male, darkhaired, medium-skinned, and not much taller than me, not recognizable as anyone I know in waking life.

less recently: was homeless, in a tribe of sorts with katerina423 & arachnid15, two artists whom I very much admire. I found a clean spot behind a dumpster (!) that had a warm breeze flowing from a vent, and I was SO EXCITED! I started plotting how to cover myself with rags in such a way that I could breathe but wouldn't be recognizable as a person by the police. (I often have homeless dreams and they're always positive. part of me really wants to be transient, rootless, free.)

Also! In January I dreamed about frecklestars, ladywind, happystance, aetheric, shadowlily, and diepunyhuman -- all within a week! I'd never had so many dream-meetings and I'm still surprised. I do intend to get those typed up if I can decipher my scrawl.

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adamantplatypus ══╣eyebrow╠══
Are your dreams spiritually satisfying again, then?
belenen ══╣dreamy╠══
good question! They were amazing in January, mediocre in February, and this past week or so they've started to be meaningful again. Not as full as they sometimes are, but at least not endless circles of nothingness.
adamantplatypus ══╣╠══
This is good! I'm happy for you!
wolfmare ══╣╠══
For me, not having some kind of home would hurt... But the thought of being free, getting to travel and move around on a whim has a lot of appeal. I suppose given a choice I'd be rather gypsy-ish, with family and home all able to wander as we pleased. It's a fun thought, though it's sad that's not an option these days :(
frecklestars ══╣impossibly beautiful╠══
That is a heck of a lot of dreams! I love meeting people in dreams before I've met them in the flesh. And (psst) I've met you too in dreams. :)

Sometimes I wonder whether how we dream people is how they are in their own heads. If that made sense.
hyrkanian ══╣╠══
Ah, I need to start back on my dream journal, you inspire me. :)
ladywind ══╣Raven╠══
I look forward to hearing how your dreaming brain presented me to you--you and Aurillion glowed in mine. :)

Funny how all our faces go walking, when someone needs one to fit a phrase, isn't it? Glad to be of service, if mine was.
jendaby ══╣C'est Moi╠══
I do love it when you share your dreams. :)
I have been lax in posting my own lately. I am making a note to do so next week. As always, you inspire me. *hugs*
languisity ══╣╠══
This is weirdly reassuring; I haven't been understanding/remembering my own dreams lately.


shadowlily ══╣╠══
i'm curious about our dream-meeting! 'twould be lovely to meet you in real life :)
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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.