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sex with open windows / our space has been cleansed with creative sensual energy


I think Ash and I may develop a reputation (oops). It's hot now (HALLELUJAH!) and we keep our windows open and use fans instead of air conditioning (air-co, lol) and, well, Ash fell in love (and lust) last week and has had the new lover over almost every night since (and they've woken me up in the morning -- once with noises and twice with SHEER ENERGY). And I am pretty much incapable of being quiet when having sex with Ben (last night I think I was the loudest ever -- it's normal for me to scream occasionally but LAST night I screamed a LOT >:-]) so, if anyone's been on their balconies or had their windows open they've shared in our joy, haha.

I'm really, really happy for Ash -- this new relationship has created SUCH a shift for zir! And not just that, but the influx of creative energy (sex is a creative act for sure!) has completely changed the feel of the apartment. It almost seems like Ash's new relationship has finally cut zir ties with all the horribly shitty stuff that happened last year, and has started the healing process -- so now all that old stagnant stuff isn't in our space interfering with things. I think the overflow of their connection/creation is partly to credit for me finally having the courage and energy to look my ex in the eyes and see the truth (though I know spring had a lot to do with that too, and perhaps Geb did as well). And now it just feels good here -- I actually spend time in the living room sometimes (without the draw of a conversation, even).

See? this is why I love spring! it brings magic! also the green makes me happy every damn time I see it. LIFE!

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ladywind ══╣Pan╠══
~warm grin~ Cheers to the lot of you! Here's to sweeping out emotional cobwebs and opening windows. And to screaming. <3
girlslovegirls7 ══╣╠══
OH MY GOSH! i giggled so much about this post :)
jenniology ══╣Naughty look╠══
Go you! :D
burningmarl ══╣nudipants╠══
That's brilliant :D I love people with such a healthy attitude to sex. Last year I lived with 7 girls and some of them seemed to think it was desperately embarassing but I've always found it fun. I used to love opening the attic window really wide and it felt like we were outdoors.
delicatexflower ══╣love. billy&me; "you see the colors"╠══

*sly smirk*
i really find it comforting your healthy attitude towards sex. we live in a society where sex is a taboo topic and i find it incredibly humbling you can be so open with your love and desires from sex.

when i first had sex with billy in our old apartment, i totally let go and wasn't afraid of anyone overhearing me. it was incredible! (in the past, i had to keep it to a low level because his parents were under the same roof) it was so freeing from what i remember :) i'm happy you are content with yourself to keep your windows opened! ♥ xo
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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.