July 2017
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heavy worry
I am so stressed out right now. I'm not even sure why -- yes, money worries and nerves about my interview tomorrow are part of it, but why would that worry suddenly explode into obsessive thoughts and nausea/weakness from stress? Suddenly the things that I have to be concerned about have each expanded into massive looming worries, and I feel so lonely. I don't want to sleep alone. I don't know where this is coming from but it's so heavy I've no idea what to do with it.

If you can and are willing to, please send me some calm energy and love.

ETA: thank you so much, loves ♥ I finally was able to fall asleep with the calm/love you sent, and worked it out in dreams. I think I was picking up on other people's worry -- two people I know and one stranger that I saw last night and kept having the urge to go up and express concern to, but didn't (:-/). I feel much better now (back to mild stress, not overwhelming stress, heh).
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