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(fuzzy-brained right now, this one's gonna be short)

I'm really happy to be with Kylei. I was watching this show that had a romantic relationship in it that I didn't find repulsive (most of them are thoughtless regurgitated heteronormativity at best and usually package non-consent as passion and tradition-obedience as romance), but found realistic and creative and sexy, and it reminded me that I'm so lucky to be living with someone who is like that with me.

In other news I desperately want that book of Bayard Rustin's letters but I can't afford it right now. I may actually go to the library for the first time in over a decade, if they have it. I hate reading books that don't belong to me though, 'cause I can't star and underline and dog-ear and write notes :-/

UGH also I'm in that horrible space where it depresses me how late I am getting up but I compulsively stay up until it's light and then I sleep more than I need because it feels like kindness and safety.

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camilleyun ══╣╠══
What show was it?

Like you, I like to write in my books.
belenen ══╣shows -- moonlight╠══
Misfits, a british show about people with superpowers -- I'm gonna write a review on it soon. It's super bloody and violent but if you don't care about gore it's really quite good.
radiantbaby ══╣this is england -- Lol ('86)╠══
Misfits is definitely one of my favorite shows that I've seen in recent memory. It's not perfect, but it really surprised me with its overall awesome.
sidheblessed ══╣╠══
Huh, my mum has actually been recommending Misfits to me. Now I've got your recommendation, too, I think I shall give it a whirl!
kmiotutsie ══╣╠══
I've been known to mark up library books; the hard part is returning them after you've had that kind of relationship with it ;)
prosphoros ══╣╠══
(Anonymous) ══╣╠══
My relationship with the yellow face...
Is more like an early morning flail and acknowledgement of abuse. ;)

Then again, it's also why I don't have curtains and my bed sits right below an east-facing window. I wake up *hard.*
radiantbaby ══╣dr who -- ten | 42!emo╠══
UGH also I'm in that horrible space where it depresses me how late I am getting up but I compulsively stay up until it's light and then I sleep more than I need because it feels like kindness and safety.

Oh god, that is so my life right now as well, so I definitely empathize. *hugs*
sidheblessed ══╣╠══
I'm really happy that you've found someone who makes you so happy.
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