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dream (sexual abuse?)


I had a really weird dream last night; I think the stuff I've been reading sparked some old shit dealing with sexual abuse when I was a kid. In the dream I was a child and I wanted an adult to touch me sexually, and there were a lot of stone walls and wet floors, something about being in a house in the middle of a bright forest, lots of green, moss everywhere. I don't remember much specific. It was fine when I was in the dream but when I woke up I felt disturbed and confused and now I feel vaguely ashamed? I don't know what to make of it.

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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.