October 2017
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anxious


I'm sorry I've been absent here, and I have gotten too behind to truly catch up. I'm going to try as soon as possible. Right now I am feeling achingly anxious and am not sure why, I can't calm down. I was really thrown by that awful night and I need to be overwhelmed, washed out. I'm going to catch up a little bit and then go to nature somewhere -- it may be a hot, wet mess but if I breathe it in and take photos, hopefully I can ground this out. This is why I consider myself mostly calm -- I rarely get this feeling. It's like right before the end of a timed test, when I'm not finished yet. Those last frantic squiggles have been my breath and blood for the past hour.

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classical_wolf ══╣╠══
:( HUGS!
elven_ranger ══╣╠══
many many huggles
many many huggles
call_me_katya ══╣╠══
Take your time, take your time. Go to nature, and we'll be here when you feel ready to return. No rush.
ohhhlife ══╣╠══
<3! All the calm vibes to youuu
fayriekisses ══╣╠══
No need for apologizes. Take care of yourself, we aren't going anywhere.
hands_cupped ══╣╠══
<3 Hope you are able to take care of you to the best of your ability, and find nourishment.
slinkslowdown ══╣╠══
I'm sorry you're feeling like this. :(

I hope getting outside does help.
ravensong ══╣Love: Heart╠══
I hate feeling like that. I've experienced it lately, too, and I'm honestly not really sure what made it go away. Maybe sleep? Not sure. Anyway, I too have been absent from here and am too far behind to truly catch up. But I wanted to say welcome back anyway :)
keypike ══╣╠══
I can identify with that feeling - sometimes sleep helps me with it, othertimes I need a sort of 'reset' like you suggested...nature, music, something that takes me out of myself for a bit.
kiwi ══╣Flower╠══
<3 to you.
meri_sielu ══╣Nom!╠══
*hugs, love and all the support*
snakesinspace ══╣╠══
I hope that you are feeling a bit better now. <3
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