November 2017
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ADDeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


icon: "ADD-PI (two electromicroscope photos of crystallized acetylcholine, overlaid & warped in several ways)"

While I love my job, it takes up literally all of my ability to focus, most days. It's very detail-oriented and often tedious work and the past few projects I've worked on have been on stuff I find both boring and offensive (so-called history that's full of outright lies, and I have to describe it without adding commentary or arguing). So I get home and I have a very hard time controlling my brain as I have kept it on such a tight leash all day. Mostly it endlessly refreshes facebook and watches netflix. So I installed browser blocks for the first time in my life (leechblock for firefox and stayfocusd on chrome) and so far it's helped a lot, because my problem is not that that is what I actually want to be doing, but just that if I start at all I can't stop, and I need SOME down time to watch stuff and I want some time to catch up on facebook. So I gave myself 45 minutes for each one, and after that I can't use it the rest of the day. Thus, today I managed to come post! and not for LJ Idol!

But my brain still does its runaway carriage thing, as evidenced by the fact that I spent like five hours updating my layout the other day... and then as soon as I wrote that line I went and spent three hours more. (resize your browser for Fun Timez) annnnd there's still a thing I haven't figured out. oh well calling it a night since I'm overdue for sleep already arghhhh

ETA: figured it out the next day. SUPER PROUD of it right now.

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Comments
z8z8 ══╣╠══
That is so rad you do audio description!
I use that sort of thing quite often,so thank you for doing that for us
marchioness ══╣elegant╠══
What's your job, again? I went back through your entries but couldn't find a job that matched what I envisioned as a job that requires sugarcoating ugly historical truths.
stormdog ══╣╠══
Congratulations on finding a tool that works for you in that regard! I know personally how hard that kind of thing is.
kehlen_crow ══╣╠══
Yes, updating not only for LJ Idol is important, especially because I rarely translate those entries and feel like I am slacking off if I don't try to engage with all of my readers.
kehleyr ══╣╠══
Does the page get blocked after 45 minutes? Or how does it work?
on communication, social justice, intimacy, consent, friendship & other relationships, spirituality, gender, queerness, & dreams. Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.
Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.