January 2018
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insomnia


part of the past few days of screwed-up-head-case has been insomnia... I want to sleep all the time but can't. I got in bed at about 12:30, and just laid there until 6:30 or 7.

I watched Ben sleep... damn he's beautiful. Being close to him is soothing even in my worst times...

feelings: drained
sounds: Glisten: "The Last Blueshift"

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