Gabe got his license. *muted hallelujah* He doesn't stay focused very easily, and when he's distracted his driving suffers, so keep the prayers goin'. I was furious yesterday 'cause he didn't tell me that his dad was planning on dropping off his paper, so I did it before work, making me late. He was sorry and wrote a long letter expressing his penitance. I love my little brother. He can be annoying but he can be such a darling too.
Kaylene. Well. I don't know what to think there. She keeps telling me she'll call me and then not doing it, and I can't get ahold of her either, so I am worried. I'm worried that either something has happened to her grandpa, who just got put in a nursing home, or that she's decided this is too much for her and she's just plain avoiding me.
..........and I am hurting 'cause my heart is so open to her but hers is closed to me. You can be totally open mentally and be totally closed emotionally, and that's how she is, though she doesn't know it. She doesn't know how to trust (yet) and that's not her fault but it still hurts. But God told me not to give up on her, so I'm not going to. Whether it's painful or not.