April 2018
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mlurg / kitten / mom's in the hospital... stuff


I feel so awful today and I don't know why... work dragged out forever (five hours) and then when I got home I just felt so dull, and Ben was on the computer for most of the evening, so I just read.

I did get to go see the kittens -- and the black kitten is mine. I brought a string with me and dragged it on the floor, and she chased it enthusiastically... and I flipped her on her back to scrunchl her tummy, and she playfought a little bit and then stopped and licked my finger -- so adorable! I wanted so badly to take her home right then, but we don't have the litterbox yet or the money to buy any of that stuff until next week. One time I held her and looked at her little face, and she just lay there calmly and stared at my face for a minute -- that's when I decided she's my kitten. Then she scrambled off to play. Now I just have to find/make the perfect name for her... I'll probably wait until I've had her a few days to decide, so that I can get a feel for her personality.

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Oh, and my mom is in the hospital for chest pains, but I don't feel like it's serious -- though it is a serious warning to her to stop overworking herself. Oddly enough, I've been telling my dad to take up his responsibility as a husband and make her stop -- when all my life I've railed against him for being too controlling. It figures that when he NEEDS to be 'bossy,' he won't. And she won't listen to me either -- but I thought of a nasty little manipulation that will probably work. I will tell her that I will definitely visit them if she agrees to quit all activities except amybe one of her part-time jobs (right now she has two jobs, an internship, she's studying for her masters and raising Bethany alone 5 days out of 7 -- and she has lupus!) for a full year; and if she won't do that then I definitely won't visit them this year.

It'll definitely work, I'm just not sure if I'm okay with being that manipulative.... and I'm not sure I want to have to be the rescuer again.

feelings: dull yet restless
sounds: nothing at all
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charlie by ctheron.com
acid_burns ══╣charlie by ctheron.com╠══
awww the kittie sounds adorable :)
I want another one to keep my Baby Boy company.
darkpool ══╣╠══
Wow, your mother does a lot.
mabels ══╣╠══
Im happy the black kitten choose you...or you it...or both. i do love kitties! Zenora!

I hope your mom takes things easy for a while...
ex_alariya46 ══╣╠══
*SNUGGLES*
Hugs always help make me feel better when I am feeling down. When I feel icky I like to get some nature music and let the sound of the water trickling merely over the rocks bathe my soul in the peacefulness of the creation our God created.
If you want, I will lend you my beautiful Celtic music CD. Indefinately, if you prefer, for I have it uploaded onto my computer.

Smiles and sunshine,
~Twink
ex_alariya46 ══╣╠══
Unrelated...
I was skimming through the links you had listed on your bead website, and I noticed that one of them had glass beads from the Czech Republic there. Within 18 months, I will be on my merry way to Europe, and Prague is on my 'to visit' list. Would you like for me to look for any beads for you? Or pick you up any, rather? *looks about excitedly* Woopie! There may be a use for me yet. *giggles merrily*

Sunshine and buttercups,
~Twink~
caffeinated
belenen ══╣caffeinated╠══
Re: Unrelated...
oh my GOSH how freaking AWESOME! Do you know how unbelievably fvcking excited I'd be/am at the very idea????

I'm going to start NOW saving money to send with you. *purrs in delight*
aubkabob ══╣╠══
egads, your mother, too?!? we need to form a club or something. maybe a "mi_madre_hospitalias" community or something. if i had more caffeine, i'd REALLy be creative in my community naming.

and now i see that the kitten is a girl.
Vincent
aubkabob ══╣Vincent╠══
and how IS your mom, by the way?
garrulous
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
she's doin' okay... they did a heart cath, checked everything out, and there aren't any blockages or yucky stuff... I think the whole thing is stress.
aubkabob ══╣╠══
ah. stress does bad things to ya.

she's certainly in my heart and prayers. hopefully things will relax for her soon (though it sounds like she's hella busy.)
aubkabob ══╣╠══
grah. did i really and truly just use the world 'hella'?

i DO need sleep.
teasing
belenen ══╣teasing╠══
lol you teenybopper you.
aubkabob ══╣╠══
NOT!
gentle
belenen ══╣gentle╠══
thank you. ;-)
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