Belenen (belenen) wrote,

help from an unintentional devil's advocate

You know how I said I was so tempted to friends-lock that last post? It was because I knew that if a certain person (not anyone I've mentioned in here) read it she'd judge me. Well, she read it and judged me, but it had an unexpected effect.

Now I actually want to know if Spencer is the sort of person who understands art, and more importantly, understands me. Or if he's the sort she judged him as -- like herself, self-righteous and judgemental. Seeing it like that actually put me in a much more positive frame of mind, because I have never known him to be like that.

And my honesty may be scary and wierd to some, but y'know what? I don't care. The kind of people that get freaked out by it aren't the kind of people whose opinions matter to me. And if it's TMI for you, don't read.

As far as modeling goes, it is a part of me in the same way that beading is a part of me or (to a lesser extent) painting is a part of me. It's my art. ...more on that later...

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.