Belenen (belenen) wrote,

torn up

I (unintentionally) hurt someone I care about, and it has been ripping me to shreds all day. This morning I nearly threw up (and I have a huge fear of vomiting). I was so upset I couldn't even drink my coffee.

I worked all day despite feeling horrid physically and emotionally, and ever since I got off work I've been so dizzy it's hard to stand. I'm going to bed early.

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