He gave me the "True Women" dvd (Angelina Jolie) and the "Anti-trust" dvd (Ryan Phillippe) -- and "The Salmon of Doubt" by Douglas Adams. AND we went to my favorite Starbucks and chatted a bit with the guy that knows my favorite coffee by heart (I'm 95% sure his name is James). Oh yeah, and earlier Ben and I rustled the hay
He's been just wonderful to me lately... it's like it's been my birthday every day since my birthday. And he says he still wants to get me a 'special' present (one that requires a sacrifice of either effort or money).
I get to see alariya tomorrow, which makes me happy and nervous. I decided to go for it with her -- it's just too stunning an offer to pass up, though I have a hard time believing that anyone could be so fascinated with me. I think she can convince me though. I am eager to see her watch "Playing By Heart."
Can't get that other person (the one I hurt) out of my head. No clue what to do about it. Been thinking about it nearly nonstop... about to get desperate, maybe.