I dreamed that I went to a hotel, and I was waiting for Ben. All the sudden I realized the door wasn't locked, so I got up and started to lock it at the same time somebody started trying to push their way in. I kept pushing and turning the lock and I got that person to go away because I slammed his fingers in the door. But then these other two guys came, one black and one white, and they worked together and got the door open. They came in, and they were both very polite and they were intending on only robbing, no harm to me. I was asking them why they were doing that and they got me to go lay down out of the way. Either I was pregnant before they came in or got pregnant by one of them, but I was pregnant either way. (It was not through rape; I had apparently chosen to sleep with one of them, but had no memory of it.) The had decided to move in rather than rob the apartment, and I was being held sort of like a hostage.
(...another scene) I was in the apartment and I had had my baby and it was a boy. He was about 5-8 years old. He said he wanted curly hair like his dad, and he said the black guy's name. I wasn't sure who was the father, and thinking of their features to determine which would match the son's more. But the kid had curly hair, although it wasn't very curly. So I told him that he could ask God for hair like that, but God knows what was best, so whatever God thought he would look best as, he would have. My son listened and agreed.
(...another scene) My baby had already been born, and she was laying on the bed, and she saw me and reached for me. I picked her up and held her. I had a very strong thought -- she knows me. The baby had naturally dark skin, hispanic or black.
(...scene switches) We were at a big picnic, and Rachel's family was there. Rachael said she was sorry she missed my call; she was planning on calling me back. I said, "yeah, do call me, because I need to talk to you."
...In another part of the dream, while I was still in the apartment, I was taking care of a fish. I had just realized its water was dirty, so began changing the water, and they had all these little baby fish. There had originally been one fish, but then there had been two, and a whole lot of babies. I dumped out all the fish except the two big fish, and started to refill the water but I didn't have anything but tap water. So I set them down and went to look for more good water. I had just obtained some from a creek when I heard them squeaking, so I ran over and picked them up and put them in the water.
I have so many dreams about fish out of water -- it's ridiculous. And it's never the same exact dream, but I'm always looking for water to put the fish in before it dies.