January 7th, 2005


allison's leaving / note to Joe

I didn't know why I was depressed yesterday and today, until I asked God and he said it's mainly because jedibubbles is going back to FL, and then I realized that I got depressed when I read nikare's post and it sank in that she's leaving. So, I don't feel better yet, but at least I'm only sad and not depressed/confused.

I feel like on this visit we bonded so much more than usual -- partly because we spent the better part of two days together, but mostly I think because she has opened up more. We didn't even have any long, deep conversations (*SHOCK*) because I didn't want to push. I wanted to take it easy and let her open up at her own speed, and it turned out to be very encouraging.

And nikare, please be serious for a moment as you read this: Thank you. You've helped build Allison's trust, and you have no idea how incredibly grateful I am. However, you hurt her and I will kill you. Not in a nice way either. I will feed your entrails to dogs after I skin you alive. That said, let me add that I believe that you are a fantastic, very loving and generous person, and will of course never hurt my girl. I just had to slip the little threat in because I'm feeling all big-sister protective right now.
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*poll* gimme music, books, movies, lj friends, and names for kitten

Everybody please expand my horizons and sway my mind:

Poll #414981 recommendations

recommend me 3-6 music artists:

recommend me 3-6 books (preferably sci-fi/fantasy):

recommend me 3-6 movies (not horror!):

recommend me 2-5 lj friends that you think I might like:

suggest names for the soon-to-be-mine black kitten!

And if you haven't done it yet (especially you, miss LISA), describe me to a stranger!
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