March 25th, 2005

antagonistic

dammit, stupid social security crap

This is the THIRD time this week that I have tried to get my social security stuff fixed, and the THIRD time I haven't been able to. They close at fucking 3:30, and today, when I actually made it there early (Ben took a long lunch to take me) there was a two hour wait, and we couldn't stay there that long, so it's still not done, and if it's not done Monday I'm 'terminated,' I think. Shit. Shitshitshitshitshit. I'm going to stop thinking about it now. It will get fixed. If the worst comes to the worst, Polly did say something about just using my maiden name.
  • Current Music
    The Benjamin Gate: "The Calling"
confused

email to Spencer

I just emailed Spencer... *bites nails* I know I'm going to be checking my email crazy-all-the-time until he writes me back now. Silly girl, so freaking scared of indifference.

Nope, I didn't tell him about my journal. Not sure when I will. Maybe we'll start emailing back and forth and then I'll get the eggs to do it. I'm hinging so much on his response, it's ridiculous.

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Collapse ) Kinda terse, eh? I knew I shouldn't have written him. *beats fist on forehead* STUPID GIRL.
  • Current Music
    The Benjamin Gate: "Violently"