December 11th, 2005

antagonistic

family crap / I missed my little sister's birthday

today was my little sister's birthday -- she turned 13 -- and I meant to call her but forgot until midnight. This is why I can never call anyone! I never remember until it is too late! And I'm not in the mood to talk before midnight either, usually. shitshitshit. Sorry Kenzie and Danielle. Honestly I meant to! arrrggghhh

And there is all kinds of family crap going on that I haven't posted about because I do my best to ignore it. It's not my problem, mostly -- but a little bit it is. shitshitshit.

I want to disown my dad -- but that's nothing new. I'm used to his betrayal, right? And he's not in my life, really... *destroys stuff*