May 2018
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dream (windpeople, lil sis, ben)

At first I was on the end of a peninsula-like cliff, feeling a sweet intensity of spirit. There were odd dwellings, very airy, waving in the wind, connected to trees and not touching the ground. The ground was soft and mostly free of leaves, as if carefully kept. The earth looked beautiful to me, the dirt almost yummy, very nourishing. I remembered catching a glimpse of lithe, ethereal people wearing floating rainbow-colored clothing, and I wanted to be able to meet them, so I was waiting for them to come back. I climbed a tree (feeling the bark as a living thing) to better be able to see them coming, and Ben (who was waiting below) called up to me not to hide from them, which irritated me because I wasn't hiding, hiding from them would be pointless anyway, and where I was would be more obvious to them than being on the ground. But really, he was nervous about me hanging out over the gorge (uncharacteristically I was unafraid of falling) so I came down to make him feel better. I was praying the whole time that the windpeople were real and that I would be able to meet them...

We knew they wouldn't be back until sundown, so Ben suggested we go for a walk. My lil sis was with us, and we walked down the gently sloping end of the peninsula. Just a few steps away there was a cow farm (which perplexed me, because how could people be so close and have no idea about the windpeople?) and we walked through on a sidewalk, right through a corral where at least 20 cows were giving birth, with people around to make sure everything went okay. I started getting freaked out, and we started hurrying, but lil sis slipped (on blood, but I made sure she didn't realize that) and hurt her leg. I asked her if she could walk and she said no, so I carried her for a few steps and then had her try to walk again, and she felt fine, so we ran the rest of the way out. After we got out and closed the gate behind us, and walked forward on a forest path again. Fireworks started going off and people started screaming in celebration, and I held on to Ben with one hand and lil sis with the other, and just screamed and screamed and screamed with my eyes closed (the applauding kind of scream that you do at concerts). Finally I opened my eyes again and Ben was gone. Lil sis stood there with a photo of some dried flowers that Ben had given me a long time ago, and said that he left. I didn't understand how I could have missed him leaving when I was clinging to his arm the whole time. I was so confused and worried that I woke up and never got to go back and see if the windpeople were there.

and that is STILL really bothering me. I want the windpeople to be real.

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faetal ══╣╠══
your dream almost made me cry, i dont know why...
It seemed very vivid, even re told, and very obviously making a statement, though I couldnt hope to find the words to elaborate.
belenen ══╣ethereal╠══
This comment actually meant a lot to me, because the dream was so powerful and beautiful and provoked such a strong reaction in ME that it was comforting to have someone else react similarly. Thank you.
ex_alariya46 ══╣╠══
They are.
belenen ══╣ethereal╠══
I believe.
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belenen ══╣analytical╠══
yes it is, very true!
camilleyun ══╣╠══
nut I just read this and thought you'd be interested if you didn't already know:

After a year of speculation, Brad Pitt's publicist has confirmed the actor is dating Angelina Jolie, by releasing a statement from both of them confirming the actress is pregnant. The Hollywood couple have been regularly photographed with Jolie's adopted children Maddox and Zahara over the past year, but both have refused to confirm the nature of their relationship. The couple have always vehemently denied they became romantically involved on the set of Mr. And Mrs. Smith in 2004, while Pitt was still married to Jennifer Aniston. After weeks of rumors of Jolie's pregnancy, America's People magazine quoted the actress as telling a charity worker in the Dominican Republic, "Yes, I'm pregnant." A statement from Pitt's publicist Cindy Guagenti issued yesterday confirms the actor is set to be a father and refers to him and Jolie as "they" for the first time. Guagenti says, "I can confirm they are expecting. There isn't a lot more to say." Pitt, 42, is currently in the process of legally adopting 30-year-old Jolie's Cambodian son Maddox, four, and Ethiopian daughter Zahara, 10 months and the Girl, Interrupted beauty has petitioned for the tots' surnames to be changed from Jolie to Jolie-Pitt. When asked for Aniston's response to the pregnancy news, a spokesman for the Rumor Has It star says, "Jennifer is not in the practice of commenting on the lives of other people." Meanwhile, Jolie's estranged father, actor Jon Voight says, "Angie is my daughter and I am always wishing the best for her."
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
Re: unrelated
Yeah... I'm so disappointed in her. :-( But I still hope that she is happy. I think I'd be more okay with it if she seemed happy -- and I would be so completely happy for her if she would just come clean and explain why she lied/deceived instead of being honest.
darkpool ══╣╠══
I had a dream the other day that sort of had you in it. actually I was in a friend house and there was all this stuff there that you had made. A heart bead made of shell and little colored clay firgurines of people you loved.
belenen ══╣loving╠══
oh how awesome! I love that. ;-)
noodles_morgyn ══╣╠══
Just dropping by to say I reuploaded the Avril Lavigne songs you wanted and the other Avril Lavigne one and the Ani DiFranco one. :)
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
thanks! ;-)
inode_finder ══╣╠══
I like the "Two Wolves" post.
may I add it to my files.
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
certainly! but I didn't write it and I don't know who did -- I should go back and make a note of that. ;-)
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