Belenen (belenen) wrote,

insomnia / sleeping too much / Angelina dream

last night: so depressed I went to bed early because I couldn't stand my own company -- escapism in sleep. Dreamed of meeting Angelina, who was ridiculously sweet to me. (in the dream I thought of how jealous you'd be, bluebl00d)
this night: so lonely I couldn't go to bed because I'm afraid of my dreams. I don't want to dream of happiness and wake up to loneliness. And I don't want to go to bed and be tempted to wake Ben, who desperately needs his sleep, just to beg him to love on me.
Tags: angelina, b - ex-partner, dreams

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