Ben is so wonderful.

He gave me a full-body massage... very thorough... and then he made love to me, and in the middle of - everything, he stops and asks if I want to talk to God. I sputter and gasp out, "What? Why? How? How can you think about anything else right now?" But we did talk to God, though unfortunately I was too distracted to put much of it in my memory. Oh I love him. He was so confident, so unhurried and powerful, and yet so attentive to my every action, so gentle.... That is one of my favorite memories.