to to every night.
But this is what I like best:
and I really want to try with a girl friend. (Ben's hips are way too bony to make a good pillow and he'd feel claustrophobic being so curled up with me)
On a related note, yesternight I had a dream about Hannah's visit -- first I drove around and showed her off to all of my family, aunts included (which was weird since the parents don't live here anymore and I very very rarely contact any biofamily voluntarily, maybe once a year), then we went home (to a place I've never seen, with a tent inside the apartment) and curled up together on the couch and just lay silently enjoying each other's nearness. And it felt like a forest after the rain.