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list of what I want to be


I really want to be:

  • unafraid of failure!
  • living in my potential...
  • wild...
  • making a difference!
  • untouched by immature people's illogically stated opinions.
  • calm in the face of rampant stupidity.
  • able to resist arguing with people who DON'T WANT TRUTH.
  • a better wife...
  • able to trust untried people.
  • free of selfish people.
  • a bellydancer.
  • motivated to do the things I love.
  • trusting of my own heart.
  • confident in who I am.
  • beautiful in my own eyes.

feelings: determined

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Comments
theanonymousx ══╣╠══
whoa...
Is that a picture of..what I think it's a picture of?
I wanted to be a bellydancer too. Then the class instructor kindly informed me that I had a few too many "bellys." So I hit her with my stomach and left with a sad whimper.
teasing
belenen ══╣teasing╠══
Re: whoa...
heh heh
jedibubbles ══╣╠══
Grr, people areindeed being very stupid about that film. And GO BEL! Be determined to be yourself! BTW, you are extremely beautiful inside and out. I love being in the glow of your mere presence, and almost everyone I direct to Origin-Waterstar immediately blurts out "Is that her? Oh she's gorgeous!" (I kid you not--no exaggerations, it's happened about 4 times now!)

And yes, theanonymousx, I believe that would in fact be the undercurve of Bel's own breast we see there...*highfives Bel for her confidence*
gentle
belenen ══╣gentle╠══
*blushes**a lot* You're kidding... tell me EXACTLY what they said! Wow.

*hugs Del* I love the sparkle of your presence, dahling!

And you are right. I think it must be an artist thing, how unbelievably well you can draw my body without seeing it naked. Unless you have been sneaking into my bathroom when I'm in the shower and drawing me! *remembers* Oh yeah, you've never even been to my new abode....
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