Belenen (belenen) wrote,
Belenen
belenen

worried about hannah

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Where'shannahwherewhere..... I'm worried, terrified, helpless. My soulfriend shioneh hasn't been online in days and was hurting really badly the last time I heard from her, she has no phone so I can't call, she lives an ocean away so I can't visit... I'm scared. Trying to live past my fear, but... why is there nothing nothing I can do? I've been trying to distract myself, it will do her no good for me to dissolve, and do me no good...

don't leave me hannah, please. You are too much of me, I don't know how -- if -- I could survive.

...Protection by Massive Attack...

This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her

I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her just the way
You found her

I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection


Sometimes you look so small, need some shelter
Just runnin' round and round, helter skelter
And I've leaned on me for years
Now you can lean on me
And that's more than love, that's the way it should be
Now I can't change the way you feel
But I can put my arms around you
That's just part of the deal
That's the way I feel
I'll put my arms around you
Tags: hannah, lj friends, pain
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