Belenen (belenen) wrote,

dream (my partner & I have amazing kisses, he gives me knives, I stab him and take him to hospital)

I dreamed that I was in a house with my parents, siblings, and my partner, and we were playing some sort of game while lying on the floor. I leaned close to my partner while moving a playing piece, and he kissed me (upside down). I kissed him back, and the kisses got more and more intense. (felt supernaturally amazing) Then I suddenly realized I didn't know anything about his life, so I asked if he had a girlfriend, and he said yes. I was shocked and pulled back, saying that was terrible, and he asked why. I told him that if I was his girlfriend and he just went and kissed someone else, I'd be mad enough to kill him. Then I corrected myself and said, actually, I'd probably harm myself instead because I tend to take out my feelings on myself, then corrected myself again and said I'd probably harm us both equally. Then I got up and left, went to 'my' room and closed the door. But as I turned around, there he was, with a knife in each hand. He said he wanted me to stab us both, him first, then me. I didn't have much objection to that, but he wanted me to used the flimsy, crappy, plastic-handled on on him, and the nice, fancy, super-sharp one on me. I told him no, but he wouldn't give them to me until I said yes, so I did, and he handed me the blades. I stabbed him in the side with the nice one, and then went to open the door and throw the crappy knife into the hall. I kept the nice knife in case I needed it to keep him from trying to kill us both. Then I came back in the room and he was lying on my bed, so I was worried that I had stabbed him deeper than I meant to, and called for my mom/siblings (my dad said something about us deserving it? or me deserving it for not kicking him out of my room?) to help me get him to the hospital. I handed the nice knife to one of my siblings, to hold in case it was needed. My partner tried to sit up in a hurry, saying he was fine, but he couldn't, so I was more convinced. I hurried to put clothes on (I had been naked) and as I was putting on these black pants my mom was suggesting purple pants, but I already had one leg in and didn't have time to change. Then I carried him out as we went to the hospital.
Tags: b - ex-partner, biofamily, dreams

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.