Belenen (belenen) wrote,
Belenen
belenen

I'm so fucking depressed right now, for no good reason at all. Or at least, it feels like no reason because today's not any different from yesterday or the day before and I wasn't feeling like this then. There is good reason, actually. I just feel like I can't talk about it. When I have a problem with someone, I prefer to tell them before I tell others and for various reasons I can't tell the people I have problems with. I feel so suffocated and ANGRY. *spills lava-hot-ash-fire nastiness everywhere*

also, I've been realizing things that make me feel such an aching regret, even though I wouldn't have been able to change anything if I had realized these things earlier, and maybe I saved myself pain with my self-ignorance. Then again, maybe not. I'll never know.

I'm just really sad right now. :-( sorry for all the crypticness... hopefully I can explain later.
Tags: little chaotic posts, pain
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