wow. I don't think I have EVER felt so confused in my LIFE as I have the past few weeks. I feel like I'm writhing in endless strands of silk. You know how you have those dreams where you can't quite manage to open your eyes and everything is blurry? That's what it feels like, ugh. I mean, it's not all bad because I like the feeling of emerging into a new self and uncertainty doesn't scare me like it used to but OH is it confusing!
this tiny little thing took me two hours to write :-/