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evening with Viv ♥ ♥ ♥


I'm really tired right now but also very, very, very happy :D I went to BorderPagans tonight which was nice even though it was mostly off-topic (because the group was really small tonight) -- I was introduced to some very awesome music by justben. Then I went to Viv's :D

We had hot tea (mmm, Good Earth chai) and talked for a while, sharing about our childhoods and talking more about gender and music and changing the world through art ♥ ♥ ♥ (omg, ze plays the double bass! (not a pic of zir) I think that is SO AMAZING) and then we went swimming naked under stars! Which is pretty much my favorite thing, but I was somewhat distracted because ze seemed a little reserved and I was like, "did I misread zir? oh shit oh shit why can't I just ASK?" But on the walk back ze apologized for being shy and I said I was too and we talked all around it but didn't actually come out and SAY anything. (haha) So we went in and talked more (about previous relationships, mostly) and then cuddled and eventually confessed our mutual enchantment and kissed and OH MY GOD/DESS, wow. It felt thrilling and so familiar at the same time... wow.

Eventually ze started getting tired and so I headed home... ze walked me out and we kissed again and I whispered "I love you" (because I'd been thinking it all fucking evening and I just HAD to and also I was pretty sure that ze wouldn't be scared off by it) and then we kissed more and I was thinking that I was completely fine with zir not saying it back and then ze did. *beams*

I'm so fucking happy! and... I'm seeing zir again tomorrow :D we're going to Big Trees ♥ [changed to another day] and hopefully I'll get some photos this time because I have been too distracted to even THINK about taking photos (so not like me!). *giggles*

I think my face is going to wear out from all this grinning.

I was going to make the other posts public (because I asked zir how ze felt about that and ze was fine with it) but now reading over them I'm all shy again so it will have to wait *giggles*

I promise I won't keep on writing like this forever (emoticons and emotes and crazy mcphasey runons and fragments and CAPS!), but right now I can't help it! I'm JUST THAT GIDDY.


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oceanid ══╣╠══
<3 <3 So so much happiness! Can't wait to see photos of the two of you together :)
acid_burns ══╣╠══

I think I want you to keep on writing like this forever!! :) DOn't ever stop.

I can't wait to see pictures of the two of you. I'm so happy for you, dear.
sidheblessed ══╣╠══
♥ Congratulations!
*  Faerie:  dancing
mermaiden ══╣* Faerie: dancing╠══
I'm sooooooooooo happy for you~!! Hee! I got all happy just reading this~ <3
justben ══╣╠══
Yee! With that kind of evening, I'm only sorry my music-sharing kept you from the wonderfulness. Yay wonderful connections! :-)
fyrebard ══╣╠══
teh awesomeness! She does seem really sweet and good peeps (you wanna date for the wedding thing, lemme know! You can bring her! and I WILL warn Susan before hand too, if you want.)

Ooo, and I forgot, if you want to come to the river with Stuart and me after the wedding, bring river stuff (meaning getting wet). Too many strangers for happy nekkidness, bleh. But yea. :D
Awesome
aerialmelodies ══╣Awesome╠══
AHHHHHHHH Happy post is happy. XD So excited for you~ Eee!
speaksoftlylove ══╣╠══
How wonderful! I'm very happy for both of you.
xenopsi ══╣╠══
Eeeee!!! I can feel this so deeply. I'm SO SO SO happy for you both!!!
esotsm; love.
delicatexflower ══╣esotsm; love. "c+j - laydownkiss"╠══

omg! naked under stars?! that has to be the most refreshing and relaxing date i ever heard! ~

oh i'm so happy for you! i hope you have fun today at Big Trees! ♥
musicandmisery ══╣╠══
I agree with Nea, I love reading these excited entries. :)
verviana ══╣╠══
Yay!
I've totally been following your posts all eagerly this week to find out what happens with Viv :) So happy for you!
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phoenixdreaming ══╣heart╠══
oh, you glow on -- don't feel you should stop these blazingly joyful entries! I'm smiling reading them.
saturnsdaughter ══╣╠══
I'm really happy for you! I can't wait to see some pictures :)
hands_cupped ══╣╠══
Hey... sorry this isn't relevant to the post content, but I can't find any posts of your's that are designated for this...
This is Alex, will you add this new journal? :) If you want! I am going to stop using my other one soon.
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belenen ══╣artless╠══
of course! I didn't realize you were leaving the other for the new one; I thought it was just a supplement. ;-)
camilleyun ══╣╠══
So happy for you!
Hope I get the chance to meet you both.
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