It seems so sudden to me! And I don't even know how to put it into words. I was talking to justben recently about what it means to me to be "in love" and explained that I believe one can be platonically "in love" because to me, being in love means wanting to learn everything about a person, to continually grow closer to them, to have them know you fully, and to be so fascinated by them that you could think on their wonderful qualities for a long time without getting bored. And I love my little sister that way -- ze truly amazes me again and again. Ze's just an incredible person, so fierce and so compassionate, so open and honest, so full of joy and curiosity, and so willing to take risks. I'm so thrilled to have zir in my life! I admire zir so much and I love having the chance to see zir learn and grow (even if it means also seeing zir suffer). I didn't think I'd ever let someone who was blood-kin into my heart, but lil sis just walked right in before I even realized I'd left a gate open. ;-)
i miss my sister so much when i'm away from her. The trust and the connection i have when i'm with her is almost like we both know each other so well that there isn't any room for any kind of doubt. The greatness of that is just so indescribable. We have both been hurt so much. To be hurt so much and be able to find someone who you can let go of all barriers with is just amazing, and that doesn't even begin to describe how much i love my sister [name].