Also, I dreamed of fish again -- but this time they were not out of water from shattered containers (FINALLY! after so many dreams about that, it seems my psyche is moving on!), they were just in problematic tanks. One was far too small and crowded -- they could hardly turn around. A lionfish (which looked nothing like an ACTUAL lionfish -- it had the head of a lion and the body of a fish) was the largest of the fish in that tank and the one I was most upset about. In a different tank the fish were smaller and had enough room, and I liked them a lot and wanted to bring them into my room in weird vases, but thought to myself that after spending all their lives in oxygenated water with lots of space, they'd be unhappy in the vases. But I couldn't bring the whole tank in either so I just resigned myself to knowing them casually instead of bonding with them.
dreams (I'm attracted to burly male person / fish in tanks that are too small or too large)
Also, I dreamed of fish again -- but this time they were not out of water from shattered containers (FINALLY! after so many dreams about that, it seems my psyche is moving on!), they were just in problematic tanks. One was far too small and crowded -- they could hardly turn around. A lionfish (which looked nothing like an ACTUAL lionfish -- it had the head of a lion and the body of a fish) was the largest of the fish in that tank and the one I was most upset about. In a different tank the fish were smaller and had enough room, and I liked them a lot and wanted to bring them into my room in weird vases, but thought to myself that after spending all their lives in oxygenated water with lots of space, they'd be unhappy in the vases. But I couldn't bring the whole tank in either so I just resigned myself to knowing them casually instead of bonding with them.
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