BUT. Yesterday's topic was on dreamwork and I talked about the elements that make a dream more than a dream and this one had some of those elements and then this showed up today: http://punzel.livejournal.com/246737.html and so maybe it was a SIGN and not just wishfulness. :-/ I think I am going to be jumping nervously at every text until I hear from zir.
*chokes on jitters*
ETA: 30 minutes later I got swept by a wave of calm and I am riding it to sleep, g'night ;-)